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I have two personas for two different spheres of interest. As Angelica I am keen on photography, cooking, crafts, video-blogging, fashion, health and Nature. As Demonica (Melahi Ngaro) I am into philosophy, politics, egalitarianism, science and technology. Click a name to go to the relevant website, click the Gravatar to get my contact details.

Mouse over the index icon on the left for a dropdown navigation menu to all my various main interests. On the entry page for each of those categories the index becomes specific to that topic. This site is distributed over multiple hosting providers, and operates as just 2 levels, yet multiple independent entry points.

Social Media

Many times my social media was targeted by haters which often resulted in censorship and unjustifiable sanctions from the service providers. As a defensive measure I'm diversifying all my online activities over a variety of hosting services which I hope to integrate via these pages.

As for "social" media, I'm thru with those toxic sewers of hate.

protected harassment on My Youtube

My Paranoia

As most days, I went for a swim on Saturday. Two ladies with impressive cameras were on the beach taking pictures and I felt a bit self conscious as I was clearly going to be in several of those, so I asked one if she could please e-mail me a copy, as I had none of myself in the sea.

what the tide washed up

Well about a month went by and I didn't hear back from her, so I started to feel quite paranoid, but last night she sent me this one, and I'm happy again. Thank you, lady photographer!

< Selfies >

Haters tell me that my taking selfies is a symptom of being narcissitic trans woman, but I repudiate the accusation. I am fully aware that I am no where near as attractive to look at as the many young females who are obsessed with photographing themselves.

angelica slide show

Where I had previously shyed away from cameras and just did not want to be seen in public at all. I used my Bratz™ dolls as photo models to learn about portrait photography. For me it was therapeutic to finally take selfies and post them online and eventually do so without even using an app to feminize my appearance.